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“Darling, You are the only Exception”
God….
I can’t even begin to describe how Happy you make me. I hope this feel doesn’t go away anytime soon
Day 01: Hate.
What do i hate about myself, This is an easy topic because i could go on for hours about whats not good about me. Here it goes: -Im a bitch, all the time. -Im not cute,Nor will i ever be. -Im a fuck up, always will be. -Guys always hurt me, There must be something wrong with me. I hate how small i am,My annoying ass voice,My redhair,i hate feet,and much much more.
Oh Joy.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
- Bob Marley
Day 16:Someone not in your state/country.
God Felipe, As soon as i read this your cute little smile came into my mind.I miss you more then anything and thats pretty sad considering you haven’t even been gone a week tet.I guess it’s because im use to you always being around me and then all of asudden to not have you here is sooo weird.we have had so many memories together and i will never ever forget them.I can’t wait until you come back and i will be counting down the days. I bet your having a blast in Brazil without me <3 i love you hun!
Day 15: The person i miss the most.
I know who most people are expecting me to write about.But im not going to write about that Douche anymore because he clearly has moved on and now im being strong and i am too. Now to write about someone i miss at this very second. You Upbeat,Open minded,Long-haired,Indiana boy.You seem to amaze me allll the time and it seems even when you upset me im still wanting to be with you.But everyone fights.The only problem is the Distance is veryyyy far and it looks like im goingto beat your ex girlfriends ass before too long because she’s fucking crazy.I understand you two dated for a long time, But that little girl needs to except that its the past.it’s my turn now.She hurt you and hurt you and hurt you.But yet you still go back.But i really hope im what you need in your life someday.I can’t wait to see that cute face soon <3
Day 14: Someone you drifted away from.
SHELBY LYNN BURGIN. The moment i say this your name popped up into my head.I miss you sooo Much.We had been bestfriends since Kindergarten.But i guess when they say Highschool changes people they weren’t kidding around.Me and you have drfted so far apart since Freshman year and to be honest there’s no one to blame but ourselfs.It wasn’t just you and it wasn’t just me.I have to say a big majority of it was John, Your boyfriend.He’s crazy and i don’t like him and he doesn’t care for me to much either.I think we both just moved on and met other people but i have to admit i freaking miss the shit out of you and all the memories we had together. i love you babygurl, Hopefully someday you will realize that Boys come and go and friends are always there no matter what. Nothing that good last forever.
Day 13: Someone you wish you could Forgive.
There are actually many people that i wish i could forgive but i cant.. Well, You recently hurt me more then anyone has ever hurt me and i trusted you the most.So when people notice a change in me, or asked what happen to me, Im going to simple say your name.I never realized how much of a liar someone could be for so long, Until you came along.Then on top of that you Cheat on me.You can say as many times as you want that you didn’t but i had so many people tell me.Even some people you were really close too.So your the liar.Then you go and get a girlfriend (On which you cheated on me with) And then you say how she’s so amazing and you care about her so much, TEH SAME THINGS YOU TOLD ME.Thats pretty freaking sad if you ask me. Btw, Just to let you know, I hate your guts…….. Have a good life with her, I hope you get hurt (: |
